Jeff,
My respect level for you has gone up another notch! Your a thoughtful poster and I always appreciate your kind words for others. Now your being candid about your spiritual changes,
I too have been a similiar journey into free thinking and it has led me to places I thought I would never go or think. Even another religion or Church still comes with structure and you still would be just associating with those who mainly feel exactly the way you do.
This is what I love about this board, I even enjoy the Atheists V Theists posts because it poses both sides,(although sometimes it gets mean spirited), its still something we never had before and probably doesn'y fully exist in ANY church. A real breath of fresh air!
Isn't it amazing what freedom to think on your own without the guilt feels like.
Don't be surprised if you journey is still a work in progress.. hang in there, this is a good thing.
BA